Loving Life

This could possibly … Wait scratch that this will be the best birthday so far …. I think I’m getting something for my birthday that is gonna shock the shit out of me and everyone haha idk we will see but I’m ready …. So ready :)

I think the worst sentence that I have ever heard was … “If I can’t have you then nobody will”…. Just hearing that come out of someones mouth or even off the tv send chills down my spine ….those few words were the ones that changed my life forever …

dearoldlove:

I’m more mad at myself for trusting you than at you for cheating again.

I guess since you shitted on me the whole 5 years we dated … I guess its my turn to shit on you …and get all this out …. You deserve everything you got coming to you… I hope you have fun in court in a couple weeks .. I hope that jail time is nice… You think you cool cause you cheated on me the whole time we dated … Congrats dude you cool but i guess you aint the only cool one at least i know how many guys i cheated on you with but damn i think one guy i had sex with more than me and you ever did and the funny thing is … you knew the whole time hahaha no girl has her phone on silent and flipped over for no reason so i guess you was as stupid as i was … why you think i never wanted to hang out …. i had better things to do hahaha but im sure you know this but maybe you think it was just one guy but nope your sadly mistaken…I mean it was ok for you to do it .. so i assumed i was allowed to…and you have no real friends at all lol cause i think every single one of your friends tried to fuck me hahaha but i didnt want them…dont worry … but Hey im FINALLY HAPPY  … im just happy im the one who upgraded and your the one who down graded lol i got some one to take care of me and with no kids :) look at you …your getting taken care of and stuck with kids that aint yours … damn but i guess thats what you always wanted … Im going to be out of Greenville in a few months and you gonna be stuck here forever…. I know your probablly getting mad and wanna talk shit on me but i mean damn you already hit me in the face and fucked up my car and ruined everything we ever had and stole all my shit and kept it but its cool i dont need shit … let me make this clear I Hate you more than anything in the world …. there will never ever be anything between us ….We arent friends we are nothing … there is no WE … But i guess i owe you a thank you for beating me up and making me realize how much i hate you so that lead me to find my boyfriend .. He is the best ever … he has a job and a truck and takes care of me and just a little secret were most likely going to get married and have kids … Hope your happy cus i know i am … Have a good life … Make sure your girl put money on your books for jail so you can eat lol while im cooking supper putting food on my mans plate …So take this as a fuck you have a nice day

dearoldlove:

I wish I could completely erase the first half of last year, the way I’ve gradually erased all the photographic evidence from Facebook.

So the boyfriend got his self a new lifted truck <3 which i love by the way …and who would of thought he would let me drive it .. and he bought me a new phone and put me on his phone plan :) it feels good to be getting taken care of :) and it really feels good to be the passenger instead of the driver …I have been the driver for far to long … and it looks like were going to be moving to altamont/ Effingham ..its just better for us in the long run with his job in effingham and i think i will have more options fors jobs in effingham than i will in Greenville….and we live together already the house is just getting to full with my family plus my brothers friends and my parents dog and us and our dog ..i think i will be more relaxed and i get to start over and get out of here and all this drama that goes on … Its just gonna be hard leaving my family especially my mom and sister and my friends but we have the money and the time for me to come back a couple times a week….. So life is perfect ….. Finally

dearoldlove:

I hope you know that you deserve to be happy, because you’re not the bad person you think you are. Nevertheless, you never deserved me.

dearoldlove:

Five years, one relationship (mine), and countless flings (yours) .

Seriously what is your deal its like every time I was single you were no where to be found but once I’m dating someone you think its ok to keep popping up out of no where….yes I did shit I’m not proud of and cheated on a boyfriend with you a lot but he was a piece of shit boyfriend I now have the best boyfriend in the world and sorry but I’m never going to cheat on him you would think after I keep ignoring you that you would give up but I forgot your dumber than a box of rocks…so please move on to your other girls cus your starting to seem desperate ….you had your chance and you blew it but thank you cus now I have the best thing that ever happened to me….